Sunday, October 30, 2011

renewed eyes to see my man, ears to hear your warmth and breath in your day. <amsen17>
dark and bald morning touching leaving me breathlessoctober morning. <amsen17>
you can only run so hard from reality until she screams: 'Gotcha!' <amsen17>
man of mystery was difficult getting him to open his life. <amsen17>
failure to see purpose of charismatic escapades, now so drained. <amsen17>
'warn the townspeople the beast is lose;' when he slid between thighs and life. <amsen17>

Saturday, October 29, 2011

sat in a church hallelujahs wrestling my pagan desires. <amsen17>
militant brother came with islam in each step, henna our love. <amsen17>
the padded evening scent of orange peels alone in bed silent songs. <amsen17>
he ignored me evenings spent silently asking him to walk away. <amsen17>
the painted fantasies coincide with my unspoken brown prayers. <amsen17>
in the old room she next to the fire him alone the rain falls in step. <amsen17>
haunted by the loud scent of you ignoring me. this empty farce plays. <amsen17>
in the back of a car heading toward the joy he promised fair evening. <amsen17>
took a moment to feel his hands graze what's left of my burning midnight. <amsen17>
saw my moment slip between fingers in the theatre his smile falls. <amsen17>
two thugs birthed along the dark streets saturday nights. <amsen17>
touch me in the morning eastern winds and sound walking toward us. <monostich>
wrapped that body playing stocks and bondage sexuality and fragrant beauty. <monostich>
saw the contract she made with death in the eyes of a silent evening. <monostich>

Friday, October 28, 2011

darkness settled over woman's face, bitterness whispering in her mid afternoon. <monostich>
secured in bubbles seated on a cushion of water easing away my days stress. <monostich>
musicians reached crescendo the lowering sun stained her elusive eyes. <monostich>
seeing with eyes obstructed by pale moments... <monostich>
save just a little bit of the mystery laying in a bed cold and alone. <monostich>
strumming his lower nature primal harps the footsteps of moonless faces. <monostich>
they never took her serious tv watching him pregnant nights. <monostich>
we had fun cold air seeping into dry joints eradicate loneliness. <monostich>

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

near the beach front assumed he would come she waits in night. #monoku
slack jawed and confused, the news of another family to her didn't sir right. #monoku

Monday, October 17, 2011

haiku

...these dry winds come
their orgiastic mouths
smiling saharan tortures.


sonku

the stalks of
gray dispersed in the
field of my/ head...a ripening
harvest of wisdom.

sanctify this sanctum in sangfroid walls and sandal-like laughter. #monoku


tanka

revive our' spirits
frm this sanctimonious
lukewarm seeping in-
to us. scrape the leaprosy
frm our migrated souls quick!


pentastich (2)


psychedelic ingestions,
my opiate to/ stave off
the rhetoric of a
bleak reality.


economic squalor...utters loudly;
a dismal penchant for
thrusting its pelvic arch
in ways that
bring men to penury.


i walk jauntily along elongated memories #sixwordstories

i am dead poet, dead to sycophantic worship; dead to monotony. #am17

I write for the audience He's assigned me to reach. #am17

 adapt to this facist, facsimile reality. #6wordstories

twittering this endless array/of synaptic impulses. #distich #couplet

sunlight and these disheiki-colors producing 1970's feelings each moment. #monoku

a tome filled with words framing new realities. #monoku

the elixr of life, is to drink my words. #ninewordstories

Foolish pride assassinates! #threewords

i carefully shine/ my vanitiies to appear/ as though im someone. #haiku #confessionsofpeople

speaking from your lower nature in hollow voices pregnant with moans. #am17

you speak hedonistic decadence with the elan of hell's finest demon prince. #VR

these words i spin from the loom of my pen; restructure realities...build pragmatic mentalities. #vr #verbalriffs



i am dead poet, dead to sycophantic worship; dead to monotony. #am17


arabic afternoons give way to nighttime deserts. #monostich

sanctify this sanctum in sangfroid walls and sandal-like laughter. #monoku


tetrastich

hasty dressing
quick! before he returns
fully clothed and ready
to cut grass.



tasted your words thoughts stalked you, burned incense monk-like room chant you as prayer. #monoku




©Studio1013 2011
came smiling executions greek-like bearing gifts of proverbial smiles #monoku
turned over in bed, turned over these aftersleep thoughts. #monoku
and my old man took on sons like lint to cashmere jackets. #monoku

Saturday, October 15, 2011

watching him sow grain and barley crops mid western afternoon #monoku
corrosive words grate on callous ears now prejudice. #monoku
caught the philosophy of life washing tattered egos. #monoku
he carried lunar eclipse his thighs my sanity. perusing the letter #monoku
married my pulse if it meant catching his eyes falling skies #monoku
heavy silence raining unbuttoned pants a quick smoke. #monoku
scratching the sound of your anger cold mornings mock me. #monoku
equinox came and you solstice man my talis.Man #monoku
even as midnite set in my turgid sensuality made sense to me. #monoku
raw emotions no feelings she straddles erection of drug-induced fantasy. ride #monoku
she said: he drank himself deep into me #monoku

Friday, October 14, 2011

how constrained and good in your love . how loose and aimless when you leave. #unspokenratios
how sultry these october days . how chilled my bedtime evenings are. #unspokenratios
his ragged breath against my ear dusk runs into blue. #monoku
he would salsa the rain. #6wordstory
should gauge the response in his laughter weak knees and whatever. #monoku
and when I reached over your last sigh morning folds into night. #monoku
@paintswithwords old woman knee highs wrinkled down dusty roads once beauty queen. #monoku
nursed a healthy hatred toward the bastard who tore life from the hands of my sister, Suzanne. #miniprose
dead branch overgrown grass me gingerly walking the back of memories. #monoku
besotted young girl those pre menstrual innocent days. #monoku
wicked post summer winds his wranglers and a bottle of corona. #monoku
along divergent walkings speaking sideways to day continued celebration of natal day. #monoku
at last folding into myself bare 4am slumber perusing eyelid graffiti. #monoku
abandoned the season of reading your excuses resignation over tea. #monoku
crowded cafe him after her loaded gun the sound of desperation #monoku
I drank my way into his bed he soberly guided himself into me #monoku
familiar throbbing twilight enters deep night spewing stars in opaque #1linesenryu
rolling over your rhythmic breathing creating dance steps for me to follow. #1linesenryu
castigating each other with eyes mating ritual I sit on his couch #1linesenryu
discovered hed run away my pulse now left laying on stale soil. #1linesenryu
met this muslim man heavy rainfall heat of a silent poem #1linesenryu
light mist new morning jogger perv by joyce hanks' window #1linesenryu
his bronze contempt found between her legs her legs her legs her #1linesenryu
with him too long come down from muted orgasm homegrown taciturn manner #1linesenryu
metallic afternoo grand central traffic lone assassin picking off hours #1linesenryu
early louisiana morning hand to erection blotting out fears #1linesenryu
artic rain drawing him into me carrying his warmth all day #1linesenryu
announcing my joy $4.75 a sprig of thyme. #1linesenryu
they met in Turin, bandying secrets like spanish whores #1linesenryu
walk into the room ultimatum upon your feet #1linesenryu
glass of absinthe drowning the evening my prayers hazy #1linesenryu
backward assignations hushed whispers of autumn and I debating #1linesenryu
air high room cold and we hibernate #1linesenryu
in the clarity of early morning the Bourne Identity. #1linesenryu

Thursday, October 13, 2011

collide with image of a father I been running from. #1linehaiku
staring in the mirror seeing sepia image of my ancestors. #1linehaiku
took that evening walk you chandelier of evenings ceiling. #1linehaiku
intent on moving wraith-like thru your dawns. #1linehaiku
and tonight this adult man will cuddle with the truth of 30 and weep. #1linehaiku
orrin prejean
one-line haiku in Birthdaysequence a la m.mountain
2011





played in our backyard to the eyes of clouds
still your whore still your whore
and when i was done you moved toward the road
immediate painted smile your baritonal voice through the phone
what you asked wide eyed the night blushes
cant shake the feeling that time is stalking me
you arrived dark and i lost my light
male nudity the buffer that i bounce my lust from
managed to stitch your name my labia sings
found me in dawn's lap trailing snores
brought the wind with him his slick mouth sweettalking the heavens
store in the east village perusing his glances
she came in a variety of colors came in a mesh of smells.
down by the beach, carelessness sown in the air
rich soil two pairs of feet and the silence that lingers
state your intent as you run away with my pulse
wild man naked and freely engaging in primal assignations
nights spoken on in hushed vowels wind running laps
caress my swolen feelings pregnant with blazing autumn
down the back alley of NY lone woman speaking sanskrit to unknown man
frolick along the coast of Monte Carlo
her innocent womb to be emptied 14yr old gal tearful symphony
tattered woman flailing in the windless winds redemption
tonight i am brittle memory playing craps
not really violent just intent on not being used
quick and able to claim your sperm no longer yours
corner of 10th and Ducayne my inners recieve your invasive voice
premenstral sight lone grocery shopping his name is Rahamadiy
the scent of an oh yes and myrtlelike grief
after two weeks conversation turns too casual
serial rapist of virginal thoughts she's scarred
flunky to the greedy ideas you left lodging at my house
saw him seeing me he kisses her
femininity the bright lamp dispelling masculine darkness
young man hard on each stroke the release of tears
prying life from my cold thighs August 3rd
blk brotha library central row my talisman i invoke
sleet picking up old womans' out of tune voice singing pale memories
cars ambling aimlessly the old highway languishing
in the back of a tuesday i touch him touch me we cadence
trapped in a loud life holding screams over my ears
at the stove can of campbells soup far away glances toward frozen day
he bastard me mouth spilling dirty utterances the mess of his nature
i peeled the remainder of georgian dust from my weary body
down at Fleecies toe tapping eyes walk around finally tapping him
afternoon heat to mingle with the after love heat
she wears this sarong wears this frangipani fragrance wears me
its getting worse letting him linger between thighs to tired to say no
at the register all i can think of is producing the heat that lingers
took up residence in the sepulchre of modern thought
east african man serengeti heat run your fingers thru my dark earth
her proud breasts stood firm painting my lips with wordless words
appointment on the 17th flash of unease silent prayers
in dry rain wearing wet clothes both of us out of it
watching my-ongoing-man-put up slowly his legs parting for his mouth my pain
washing the aftertaste of lonely days ring of finality around my tub
asked him to take away his not-so-clearly-defined pain








©2011-Studio1013

[Awkward] *Haibun*




from your womb
springs chrome whispers and
i sense youre movement.



...unconvinced that anything else would do, she makes her way toward his flat...down
East Breswick toward the intersection of Troller and 45th.
     Canes has that canned milk she enjoys and she gingerly picks up a box of Ghiardelli
cookies. He hadn't returned any of her phone calls since she saw him...well, actually
saw him and Ramon.
Lord knows walking into the flat of the man you were considering marrying and finding him on his back; another man; actually you're neighbor from down the hall; mounted on his phallus would be
more than enough to...well, you know. Still...


with the aplomb of fading
day; a gown of coarse stars you wear
your feet scraping melody.



tough moments, head down; trudging through the pre-winter chill. Its just freshly rained; its cold and chilly just the way she likes. She doesn't do much speaking or smiling to the passerby's; more intent on just getting to her destination.
     She looks up; facing the large, stone facade of the grayish red building.
     The tears come quickly....she's managed to walk right back to her place.



 quiet street gray skies resident chill young woman's tears congeal.






©2011-Studio1013
On my Birthday I am praying 'Yahweh, teach me 2 # my days that I might get a heart of Wisdom' Ps. 90:12 #TheWayfarer
Learning that I can't live without Yahweh God each Day & Birthday! Ps. 90:12 enjoying my Birthday w/ reverence & honor.
bathing in silence while sleeping surrounded by now #1linehaiku
rolling over to sleep accommodating evening #1linehaiku
x's parading through my mind hyacinth breezes #1linehaiku
he regarded my words whitewashed days and bleached skies #1linehaiku
my feet took me west the days descant earths counterpoint #1linehaiku
carried away my bones afterrain 4am loving #1linehaiku
his easy smile representing his goings comings #1linehaiku
you sipped from the unholy grail of my life #1linehaiku
yes they wanted convention I wanted free #1linehaiku
your words scripture i often knelt between the legs of your altar #1linehaiku
myrtle scent hides scent rotting lies sepulchre of your mouth #1linehaiku
cheap dreams on my back you pulsating taste new tears #1linehaiku
journeyman rough terrain of brittle laughter me #1linehaiku
cool evening you move in me sound of broken glass #1linehaiku
we by the bridge he speaks of fear first #1linehaiku
3am still up toilet side happy birthday #1linehaiku
lonely house cold intruding his hand #1linehaiku
cool midnight rescued woman on her knees servicing him her prayers #1linehaiku
stillborn in her arms dapper spring pivots #1linehaiku
cracked tub washing away your desire #1linehaiku
birthday dinner you late smell of whiskey and her. #1linehaiku

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

[a'walkin]




each day,
each hour, to minutes, to
seconds, down to
each breath intake;
each heart and
pulse beat
im
  being
      im
        born
            im
              dying, transforming and transitioning...
came into this realm;
feet hit the air
runnin.
the first cry attesting
to my life and i
was immediately heading toward
a destination.
my short moment on the stage
of the earth; the world
watching me....
this play called "Life;"
on feet, designed for walking...
Nomadic I am...
called The Wayfarer...moving daily;
mo.ment.by.mo.ment
toward the open arms of eternity...
no man's been
able to halt this old progression...no man
able to pause this primal flow...each
adam; male and female
moving...progressing...no stand-stills; even when you
stand-still...all
flowing towards the eternity
that deposited us
here for
just...a...moment.
not sad...
melancholy or e.ven. mo.rose...
determined...Determined...DETERMINED!
to play my part in excellence...
DETERMINED! to
execute my duties in itegral order.
gonna let the song of eternity
flow past the lips of my life in
everything i do.
gonna smile...those wide-opened,
split-down-the-mid.dle smiles....
gonna just BE...no
need to try...gonna just flow...
gonna live...gonna live authentically...
gonna shack up with Sobriety;
gonna bathe in Clarity
gonna take up residence in Integrity
gonna make love to Wisdom...
gonna be talk over tea to Sanity....
gonna be WHOLE...WHOOOOOOLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEE...
gonna learn the language
of this soul...gonna live wildly in structured liberty....
then gonna take my bow
at the end; and walk off stage
with Eternity.






©2011 -Studio1013

[hymku]




all men come
to them-
selves, i come
to me
prepared to
lecture
myself on
learnin'
to...just...be...




©Studio1013 #TheWayfarer

senryu




with momentary
breaks from trying so hard; i
just enjoy being.




©Studio1013 #TheWayfarer

Aphorisms VIII (20)

((VIII))




i am the expressed song of the creator; i can't be someone elses melody.

*


my daily wish is to be sober-minded and clear-sighted among the drunkards off life.


*


spent so much time speaking, thinking, believing, being the negative; lets try a new approach.

*

young demonstrator, carrier of the sacred breath and sound that is words.

*

i am nomadic. life, but a journey i'm taking.

*

existing is not my destination...

*

His divine wind sweeping over my waters (blood)...

*

over the face of my deep; time to speak some 'Let Be's'


*

general population around me, assaulted by the 'crazies'


*

sanity & sobriety; the cap on my life.


*

Some things we only 'try' when we're not aware we already are.


*


Please don't TRY to BE...you already ARE.


*

we exhaust too much time TRYING to BE; when you already ARE.


*

do yourself a favor...Let YOU just BE.












©2011


Saturday, October 1, 2011

#3ournal: had the most beautiful convo w/ some opera colleagues. off to my voice lesson. this is ministry at its best!
#3ournal: woke up premature to assist a need. stretched thin bearing it with a grin. voice lesson this afternoon.